Sorry:(

I know that I’ve been very boring in the sex department or even just in the writing about my life department, but school comes first. Even though I should be the one coming first:)

Shortest of short updates: C and I broke up; I can’t be tamed and he can’t run wild with me. The break up was mutual, but today I had an amazing epiphany about him: He doesn’t reside in my heart anymore, and it brings me content.

I promise that as soon as I have time I will update you on what’s been going on, but here’s a hint: sexual activity while driving. Did I mention that I was the driver?

My long lost friend

Looking back on all of the posts that I’ve published thus far I eventually ended up reading all the sappy love stuff I wrote J. Reading all those words and feeling the genuine honesty of them, I realized how familiar they are. There are the beginnings of those feelings towards C, and I miss them like a venerable, dear friend who I haven’t seen or heard from in too many years.

I know that I said I would update everything that happened over the summer, but we all know that’s not going to happen. There was just so much that happened in these last 4 and a 1/2 months that it would take just as long to rehash it all. And that’s the other reason: I don’t want or need to keep relieving everything that happened over the summer. Not all of it was a good experience, however it did teach me and I learned very well.

I can say that the greatest thing about J breaking up with me was that I became so much closer with P, and she’s amazing. I wouldn’t give her up for anything; if I could go back and change things so that J and I stayed together, well I wouldn’t. There are better things to come and P was one of the better things that did.

XOXO,

Whisper

My own crystal ball

So, my mom and I had a conversation today about how all men are stupid, which is true, and then she told me that she had a dream about me and a guy. And considering that her dreams normally come true, I’m just a little excited. She said that he was taller than me and had very dark brown hair; well built and a nicely trimmed beard. Then she said that we saw each other and I was wearing my flamenco dancer skirt and black racer back top, he was in a mud bath type thing and I just jumped right in. Then we went swimming and we were laughing and smiling.

While she may be correct that I meet someone in the near future, it doesn’t necessarily have to mean that I ruin one of my favorite skirts, does it?

XOXO,

Whisper