I know*

While I sit here watching A Shot At Love II with Tila Tequila I know that whenever they say the words I love you it’s fake and that it won’t work out no matter who she chooses and as much as I know that their love is false and won’t last, I know that ours is real and that it will.

I love you.

<3

Today*

Today I love you more than I did yesterday.

I love you

<3

To explain myself*

I miss you terribly right now. I have been moved in for about 7 hours and I’m sad that
you aren’t here to share in my excitement. I know that this might annoy you, but I
suspect it won’t since the nature is totally sappy. I’m probably going to write you an
email everyday until you are due to arrive back.

I love you.

<3

A look ahead

The boyfriend is gone for a week and I am already missing him terribly. So just to let anyone, i.e. the whole 3 people who actually check this blog regularly, know that there will be a series of emails that I have sent to him even though he won’t get them until he gets back. And yes they will be the icky-love-stuff-type emails. I will identify these with a little Astrix, *, so that anyone may skip them if they so choose.

You’re Lovely

As you lay next to me in the dark waiting for sleep to take us into its welcoming embrace; I whisper,

‘You’re my best friend.

You’re my lover.

You’re all that I could hope for.

If I’m your star, then you are my sun.

I like that we actually do friend things together, that I can talk to you, and yet I’m still so comfortable with you. I like your family and I know that they can be embarrassing and I don’t love you in spite of them; I love you because of them. Without your family you wouldn’t be you and I might not have fallen in love with you.’

You roll to your side and slip your arm around my waist and whisper back,

‘You’re my best friend. And my lover, and my shining star.’

I love you more than those three little words can conjure. It’s ineffable, something that can’t be described, and I know that I’m just going to end up repeating myself and saying the same things just with different words, but I just can’t keep it all in. There is too much there, I feel like if I don’t spread the love, then I’m going to explode and love will end up dripping off of people standing near by.

There is so much that I want to say, and I’m just not good enough writer to express it all. I don’t really know what to say except that I love you and all that those words imply. I love you as a friend, as a boyfriend, as the sun to my world.

I love you, baby.

XOXO,

Whisper

Make a List

Until I can actually describe in a proper manner how the words ‘I love you’ affect me, and what they mean here is a list of songs that describe it better:

I need you – LeAnn Rimes

Can’t take my eyes off you – Frankie Valli

Ain’t Nothing ’bout you – Brooks and Dunn

Rule the World – Take That

Everywhere – Bran Van 3000

How do I live – LeAnn Rimes

With You – Chris Brown

With Me – Sum 41

How Sweet it is – Rockapella

You won’t ever be lonely – Andy Griggs

The time of my life – Bill Medley & Jennifer Warnes

Must Be Doin’ Something Right – Billy Currington

All the Words – Kutless

In the Sun – Joseph Arthur

Cowboy take me away – Dixie Chicks

I’ll Be – Edwin McCain

The Way You Love Me – Faith Hill

It’s Your Love – Faith Hill and Tim McGraw

My heart goes boom – French Affair

The Dance – Garth Brooks

Right where I need to be – Gary Allen

A feelin’ like that – Gary Allen

When I Think About Angels – Jamie O’Neal

Closer – Joshua Radin

You and Me – Lifehouse

First Time – Lifehouse

A little more you – Little Big Town

Amazed – Lonestar

And there are so, so, so many more but those will suffice for now.

I love you, baby.

XOXO,

Whisper

This is just to say

The next few sequences of posts may be really sappy and soaked in romance and love, but to me that is a part of it all. To some it may be straying from the norm and if that is what some think and are disappointed that I’m not living up to their expectations, then those some haven’t read every word that I have written. Or perhaps I’m just not very good at expressing any mood besides ‘horny.’ Anyways, just to let anyone who doesn’t like or want to read about the love part of sex, that is probably what the next few posts are going to be about. Sappy, romantic, icky love stuff.

Three Months

It has been three months today. I can’t believe that it has been that long, not that it is a long time, but just that it only seems as we have been together for a week. I can spend all day with you and still want to spend all night there in your arms as well. And we don’t even need to be intimate with each other, we can just lay in bed and talk. Serious talks, humorous talks, talks about absolutely nothing at all. At the same time it feels like we have been together for so long that I don’t even remember when I was not with you. I know that I want to expand my writing and that is part of what this blog is, but I’m not good enough to convey the feelings that I have towards. The only thing that I can think of is:

* You make me shine.

We both know that neither of us likes celebrating something that isn’t an annual thing. But here is to the next three months. May they be as fast, as slow, and as amazing as the first three.

XOXO

Whisper

P.S. I love you….