Drama, thy name is Kay.

So Kay is still going on and on and on about my life.

A little about Kay: She fabricates and embellishes everything she hears. She takes third person stories as fact without ever going to the person the story is about and asking them. She makes everything her business and always has to be in control.

Kay constantly bitches about me and my relationships, claiming that I treat everyone in my life poorly. My thought on that is if I treat everyone that badly how is that I still have friends real close to me? Hmmm? Riddle me that, Kay.

She relives my past mistakes in relationships, mind you I’ve never told her anything about my relationships. I just keep wondering; if I’m so unsuccessful at any relationships, and specifically male-female dating relations, then how would she categorize her relationships? She has been broken up by, or has broken up with, every guy she’s ever dated and I am just wondering how she classifies those as a successful relationship? Again, riddle me that Kay.

Anyways, I’ve just been pondering why my personal intimate relationships are any of her business and how she is included in them when I don’t tell her anything. Just some thoughts I needed to publish.

XOXO,

Whisper

My long lost friend

Looking back on all of the posts that I’ve published thus far I eventually ended up reading all the sappy love stuff I wrote J. Reading all those words and feeling the genuine honesty of them, I realized how familiar they are. There are the beginnings of those feelings towards C, and I miss them like a venerable, dear friend who I haven’t seen or heard from in too many years.

I know that I said I would update everything that happened over the summer, but we all know that’s not going to happen. There was just so much that happened in these last 4 and a 1/2 months that it would take just as long to rehash it all. And that’s the other reason: I don’t want or need to keep relieving everything that happened over the summer. Not all of it was a good experience, however it did teach me and I learned very well.

I can say that the greatest thing about J breaking up with me was that I became so much closer with P, and she’s amazing. I wouldn’t give her up for anything; if I could go back and change things so that J and I stayed together, well I wouldn’t. There are better things to come and P was one of the better things that did.

XOXO,

Whisper