My long lost friend

Looking back on all of the posts that I’ve published thus far I eventually ended up reading all the sappy love stuff I wrote J. Reading all those words and feeling the genuine honesty of them, I realized how familiar they are. There are the beginnings of those feelings towards C, and I miss them like a venerable, dear friend who I haven’t seen or heard from in too many years.

I know that I said I would update everything that happened over the summer, but we all know that’s not going to happen. There was just so much that happened in these last 4 and a 1/2 months that it would take just as long to rehash it all. And that’s the other reason: I don’t want or need to keep relieving everything that happened over the summer. Not all of it was a good experience, however it did teach me and I learned very well.

I can say that the greatest thing about J breaking up with me was that I became so much closer with P, and she’s amazing. I wouldn’t give her up for anything; if I could go back and change things so that J and I stayed together, well I wouldn’t. There are better things to come and P was one of the better things that did.

XOXO,

Whisper